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| Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007 | | 10:07 am |
I really hate live journal, that's why I haven't been on recently. Today I got in a minor car accident, it was the most terrifying experience of my life. The worst part of it all is it was mainly my fault. I missed my first class today, but I suppose if I show my teacher my scrap(s) I should be OK without a doctor's note, cumulative absences shouldn't happen in college, what the fuck! | | Monday, June 18th, 2007 | | 7:47 am |
Shit, gone for 29 hours at UMASS Lowell. I'm still retarded though, I didn't take any online practice tests, so now I'm going to fail the math placement again QQ. | | Saturday, June 16th, 2007 | | 5:50 am |
Well last night I was in a lot of pain while everyone was over, it was weird, I can barely eat anything. Damned digestion. That resulted in my going to bed at 12, the earliest is a long time. | | Sunday, June 10th, 2007 | | 1:47 am |
holy shit and now I'm all internet but where is the pazazz without the individual, does one listen to red all the time or at the choosing? | | Monday, May 21st, 2007 | | 3:06 pm |
Today was probably one of the best days in my life. Why? (I feel bad for skipping poetic detail) I wake up at 3 in the morning, feeling sick, and finish my European History Final fairly quick. I do a morning routine, and at 5:20 I walk to school, so I can hang up the Final Will essay before everyone gets to school. I have too many books in my bag, and its hard to walk up a hill, so I contemplate while I do so. Along the way I get my feet stuck in mud, something I enjoy. I get to school very tired and hot. I hang them up every few paces or so, and write one word on each with a sharpee. It goes smoothly until I see people are in school, which dampens my will. I nevertheless go onward, I feel it's my duty. Even after people start coming in my the dozens, Brian convinces me to just hang them up anyway, I lost my anonymity but the loss was worth it. Slowly, throughout the day people talk about it, and my desired results are there. Some people read it and enjoy it, perhaps even contemplate and take a copy, some read a little, but don't have the attention span to read it all, some just avert their eyes. And then there is interpretation, others interpreted it one way, others getting it completely wrong, such as saying it's against school for for anarchy, and whatnot. I got to read it out-loud to my European History class, I'm not much of an orator, but it was good, maybe. At the end of the day, with all that in mind, and with myself carrying around pictures I had from Fine Arts, I figure out that those were not art, but what I posted around school was. It produced different reactions from people, and that is one of the truest results. Raison d'etre! | | Thursday, May 17th, 2007 | | 4:55 pm |
After not eating for three days, I ate again today. Fasting was cool, I'm still going to have a bunch of buffets on Saturday. I suppose I learned how important water was from this. my main reasons were discipline, I suppose. Everything else seems pretty cool, gaha! | | Monday, May 7th, 2007 | | 3:31 pm |
The only thing I find worth of reporting ( or complaining about ) is on the bus today a bunch of people were looking at some old fellow who had crazy hair and was walking, their only exclamations were of such the sort as " look at him" " what's he doing" "What's his idea". My my, it is indeed moments like this that fill my imagination as well. God, why are people so dumb? Eh, my debate in public speaking today sucked, I stuttered a bit and didn't get my point across, I was on the affirmative that weed should be legalized. Also the whole bomb threat thing is stupid, and people's reaction to it, I don't even feel like going into that. Preconceptions! | | Thursday, April 26th, 2007 | | 3:07 am |
not bad
I'm back in my old routine of going to bed at like 6 and waking up at anytime at night, it feels nice. Talent show is tomorrow, hopefully poetry will be received well, it shall be crazy and grandiose. I'm not expecting to win at all, I just want it to be filled with life. I just did my history homework, I fell asleep while doing it, oh well, I finished it because I promised I would, and I must keep my honest word. Well, shit, it's April, end of April, and I still have no idea what I'm doing, excellent. | | Monday, April 16th, 2007 | | 9:26 pm |
plastic
Four Jobs I've had 1. Documentation clerk 2. Gold farmer? 3. (haha, I'm so lazy) 4. Four movies I can watch over and over 1. Izo 2. the Nightmare Before Christmas 3. Star Wars 4. Four places I have lived 1. 2. 3. everett ma 4. billerica ma Four TV shows I love 1. aqua teen hunger force 2. Big O 3. Rouroni Kenshin 4. Sealab 2021 Four places I've vacationed 1. New Hampshire 2. Maine 3. (lol I don't vacation : {) 4. Four of my favorite dishes: 1. Veggie Burgers 2. Slush 3. Cake and ice cream 4. Four websites I visit daily: 1. myspace 2. wikipedia 3. livejournal 4. Allakhazam Four places i would rather be right now 1. The forest! 2. Another planet 3. Mexico 4. Morocco I don't tag, but I do so because I am! | | Sunday, February 18th, 2007 | | 12:13 am |
Blah blah blah, pig pig pig, dyke dyke dyke, loss of licence for 30 days, want to exit this authoritative world. | | Thursday, February 8th, 2007 | | 5:24 pm |
Pew pew
Bah, I have no wind! Extremely out of shape, I can barely run a few feet without getting out of breath in this cold weather, I really suck. Today was fun, but I didn't like it, strange. First off, I did my presentation on Zen Koans, which I believed sucked, big time. I couldn't teach well and my voice got fumbled up. Then there were just various things that made me feel inadequate throughout my school day. I think the worst part was just thinking how I wouldn't be able to make it as a teacher, the only profession I would actually do. At lunch today I had an extra 2 liter of Nestea, so I was giving it away to people, singing a song, so that was fun. Oh, and I'm also confused on what I should do about a girlfriend, because I want one, but I'm not sure if that stems from idle conceptions of neediness, or if desire something. Meh, I'm too timid anyway, I am a doubting Thomas! | | Tuesday, February 6th, 2007 | | 6:36 pm |
BYL the novel
Chapter three: Skypeople I was staring off today, just just doign nothing, I saw almost what I was looking for, maybe... then my libido kicked in, and realized how hard I needed to masterbate and make myself bleedede after i awake from that dreem, I cared for this person by staring at them, making there life so much better and found my self completily. agasfucgum! Then it was real sad | | Monday, January 15th, 2007 | | 5:43 pm |
clap clap clap
Arg, I can't concentrate on writing my English essay, and I have a whole bunch of other things that I've been procrastinating on. Sleep isn't happening tonight, hurrah. That's all I feel like saying, even though I haven't updated this shit in a while. Everything can't be all allegorical. | | Friday, December 15th, 2006 | | 4:53 pm |
Through the light of this world
I thought I was so close to enlightenment today, I must abandon all preconceptions, fear, and attachment before I try again. I don't feel like explaining though. | | Friday, December 8th, 2006 | | 4:51 pm |
I should stop missing so much school. | | Monday, November 13th, 2006 | | 12:37 am |
I Rue the day when I started watching those juggernaugt videos. | | Thursday, October 12th, 2006 | | 9:53 pm |
| | Saturday, October 7th, 2006 | | 7:11 pm |
Is it November 18th yet? Current Mood:  restless | | Saturday, September 16th, 2006 | | 11:47 am |
Over
Is my life, mainly because I got world of warcraft. I don't think it will consume my daylight hours, probably just the nighttime ones. | | Wednesday, August 30th, 2006 | | 10:47 pm |
argums
I'm going to stay up all night reading the secret life of bees, I'm already a fourth done and I just got it, so I guess I'll just read a book I love or something to keep me occupied, like Siddhartha or something. Classical music helps. |
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